What a surprise? Another day, another post ey? Hahaha. Well, I've got things to say and to share so, why not? Plus, I am in the mood babe. I am in the mood. Well, first of all, before I start talking about nonsence, please let's spare our few second to recite a prayer upon our brothers and sisters in GAZA. *hands up* "Bismillahirahmanirrahim, O' Allah the Almighty the most powerful one, please guide israel to the right path and strengthens our brothers and sisters in Palasteine's iman. Protect them and grant their prayers o' Allah for we are the slave for you, we beg of forgiveness and merciful to forgive us and all muslims..amin.." :) So, let's just say Alhamdulillah that our country is safe. Haha in any case, that's not in the topic that I'm about to talk about. Lol. Oh btw, on 18th November me and my family went to bagan lalang and we camped out. It wasn't that adventure but since being the descendent of pirates, I belong to the sea. And spending my time on the beach, with the wind, it's truly home.. So, while we're at the beach, of course we ate, and looked around. We saw some bunch of people trying to put up their shade, well, it's not a tent to be exact, it's like canopy, lol wth I don't even know how to describe it, but what I noticed was, they were setting the main frame first, and when they're about to set up the roof, lol, the guy had to take a chair and climb over cause he can't reach it, so to my dear fellows out there, please, before you do something, think first. You know like they said.. "THINK BEFORE YOU ACT"





Well, that's not all, on the 19th November, I went to Ayuni's house and we just hang watching Russell Peters videos and laughing our ass off. Oh, actually my intention was to talk about our problem with the AFC but dad took a long time at my sister's school, regarding that UPSR result was finally out! (Oh yes, alhamdulillah my sister aced 2A3Bs in her exam, still she can't beat me though with 4A1Bs, but I did hope for her to beat me) oh and ayuni gave me fifty shades of grey! And since I've finished reading the Olympians, thought maybe I could read Fifty shades and hell, it is extremely rated 18 SX if you ask me. Oh and ayuni even made me sandwiches! It's really easy and yummy! Oh maybe I can give you the recipe:


What you need is:
(1) Bread - Wholemeal
(2) Thousand Island sauce
(3) Cheese slices
(4) Cherry tomato
(5) Cabbage
(6) Chicken slices

And place it with chicken slices first, cabbage, then cherry tomato and chesse slices and make a big 'O' with the thousand island sauce. You're almost there.. Place it inside a microwave for 2 minustes and walaaaah! You're done! What a nice and easy way to have a healthy breakfast! Lol hoping that you all will enjoy!

Assalamualaikum immortals! So, lately, I've been too "busy" lah sangat to update my belog. Hahah not really actually, it's just that recently, my dad cut off the internet cause my sister's phone bill was RM 300, so, yeah. He also didn't wanna use Streamyx anymore cause it keeps getting on and off since they installed unifi here. So, we decided to use maxis by next month :D As for me, it ain't such a big deal with no internet cause I've got my data plan on my phone. But it's hard cause I can't find a mood to post on my belog. Heheh. Besides, internet is NOT my life when I'm busy reading Heroes Of Olympus (Mark Of Athena) by Rick Riordan < Okay I have to admit, if you love adventures and comedy and romance all together and you're 10-20, this is the right book for you, my man! I've finished reading that one, the other book is "The Cross Gardeners" by Jason F.Wright. Now, I'm not gonna write a review on this cause I've read only 5 pages, but the thing is, it has already made me cry. Yes. If you're wondering how the book looked like, this is it;





So, yeah that's how I spend my night partly. I have tuitions on Monday-Thursday night (8pm-10pm) with my lovely friend Azia btw! So, I'm really busy (lol) I just hope that I'll be able to visit my best pal, Razana in Shah Alam too. It's been so long since we last met. I've missed her. Oh, talk about her, I'm thinking of going to a bookshop with in KLCC and ofc, if it's in KLCC you'll probably guess kinokunuya. Well, you guessed right! Heheheh. Oh yes, not to forget I also am updates with news and here's a few apps that I'm always using





^YOU CAN DOWNLOAD THOSE ON GOOGLE PLAY OH AND GUESS WHAT? ITS FREE BABY^ so, I guess this is all for now now, I need to take my beauty sleep, so, have a good day guys! Peace upon be you. Xx

It's only here where I can express my thoughts and feelings.. And yes, I know, I've been to a lot of motivational camp, and as far I know, emotions and feelings come from the right brain. Right brains sometimes can be the 'bad' a.k.a. 'negative' brain if we misuse it because it's based on creativity while the left brain is about facts and logical. But still, I'm a sixteen year old virgin who's still learning about life and searching for the truth. Islam is truth. I need someone to talk to right now. Finals is just around the corner, my best friends are all busy with their 'things', I can't even find time to talk to them.. Sometimes I don't even feel like we're even best friends anymore despite the fact that errr... I don't think it's necessary to talk here, but so, anyways, my life is a hectic ! The thing that has been going on with me and the ones I love. It's as if my heart isn't here anymore. It's as if I'm not important to anyone even that I've tried so hard to love and take care of that person.. I'll just end up being a poop to people (that's how I feel right now) Sometimes I even wonder what is there to love? My parents, yes, Allah and Rasulullah Sand my family, of course, my friends... Everything I do, I try to hide the tears in my eyes, a fake smile that covers my face, my entire body. Every time I hurt, I hide it, I'm always trying as possible as I can to not allow my right brain to conquer myself and my mind. But right now, I just can't do it. I'm suppose to be strong but I'm weak.Whatever I do, my heart wasn't there. Do you know how it feels to have someone you love change? Do you know how it feels to be heartbroken? To feel that you're not good enough to make someone happy? To feel you're the lice in his hair? Everything I do, I have a reason, and n0w, I'm scared of my own reason. Scared of what's going to happen then and now, scared of knowing I might lose the person I love. scared of knowing that I won't be with the person I love one day? Cause everything you saw his changes. His life's target now is different. You and him are different. You weren't meant to be together but you love him so much and you want to be together as much as you can but you know you can never be together? Life is difficult. I never said it was easy and I never said it's happiness. You have responsibilities and you have your works, you got things to do and you forget sometimes but people shouldn't change. They shouldn't. But they did. And you are trying your best to fix them and you want them to be an amazing person one day, but when things get hard, they easily give up. You love him. But he never sees how much you did and gave him. You want him to always love you but you know he's not that person that's easy to forget someone. And you're scared of letting him go cause your love for him is way too much. You're scared if you can't be there for him anymore. You're scared if he's alone because you wouldn't want that to happen cause you love him so much.. At that time of life, everyone's avoiding you and no one's going to listen to you or be there for you, except that one particularly true friend you have, you're going to be sensitive in little matters of life. People hurt you, you smile, you act as if nothing happens but inside..only Allah knows. As for now, I'm lost in this world, I don't know what to do, what I want and who am I. So, as I blog about this so emotional blog and now, I shall share all the songs that I think of how I feel right now xx

Okay so, actually my intention was to post about my Toyota Eco Youth result and camping but dang, Ulya didn't email me the pics yet and for camp, I'm taking those pics on Monday so, yeah maybe I'll post about it after my finals.

Oh, have I ever told you that I'm a prefect at school? Oh, yes I am. Since form 1, and now I'm in form 4, I have been entrusted from the headmistress to be the head of protocol and ceremony :D I didn't ask for it, apparently, they've seen what I could do and now yeah I'm the head of protocol and ceremony. It's also an awfully big responsibility because I'll be the one handling all the events, ceremonies and things. But, I have to admit, being the secretary is the hardest yet the most important job of all so, I'm partly glad that Kala is the secretary and not me. I hope it'll help me learn to become a better person..

I have seen lots of types of people in this world and I have also learnt the ways to handle these people, with the help of my mom, dad, and teachers plus the motivational camp I've been to, Alhamdulillah I can cope with people that I don't really can live with (except my sister! I'm still learning how to handle her)

Actually, everyone has their own specialties they just have to learn to improve themselves. In life, the most important person is YOUR PARENTS so make sure whatever things you do, you remember them and that way, trust me, your life will be as happy as you want. Pray to Allah for their happiness no matter how evil you think they are (which I don't believe cause there are no parents that hates their sons/daughters)

So be prepared. For the worst, be prepared for..the judgement day.

My blog is just a place to express my feeling. *crickets* *farts* *awkward silence* *burst to laugh* K, I'm just talking shits. Oh wait a minute, how do I talk shit ? Can you ever imagine if a person pooped -- and talked with his poops ? That's just retarded and lack of iodine. Anyways, I have no personal reasons to post this post. I'm trying to be a better person and am trying to figure out who I really am... I have ways to express my own feekings and thoughts. I do not care you want to know or not, I just wanna express everything. I'm the kind of person who gives a shit about the person I love. So, if you really know me, you'll be afraid to know that I will personally lay out legos for you if you ever hurt the ones I love. Sometimes I thought I'm not normal but you know what?