When is it better to post this rather than right after I receive my results right? Right now at this moment I'm just so disappointed in myself with the fact that I can't even pass for the first time. I did my best. Hm.

Although it was just 2%. I'm still sad. Ya Allah is this the payment for missing prayers? (Not really miss but I delayed my prayers; I can pray at 1.30 but I choose to pray at 3 instead). I feel so sinned. Everything happens for a reason maybe He is trying to show me.

I guess failing isn't bad at all when I put it that way? It's what makes us beautiful. Each failure is a curve on our mould. I mean just a straight mould wouldn't be beautiful, right?

Oh Allah, guide me to the right path.

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