Holidays.
Hi there! Yuppie, yes you read it right, during holidays the same old shit happens. Me babysitting my siblings (actually it ain’t that bad babysitting, I mean, cause I love my brothers and sisters even that we fight a lot, plus, I won’t be around next year as I will go to college, in sha Allah) going out with my families and cousins plus my birthday. But this is not what I’m talking about. I’m talking about myself. I keep repeating the same old mistakes and it sucks. I wish that there was some part of me that was perfect lol but we learn from mistakes I just wish I could remember all of ‘em. It’s not easy you know- to change. Like I said so myself, I’ve made some mistakes and repeatedly making it. But I will never give up in trying to make myself a better person J
You know like when we plan to hang out or meet our friends during the school holidays and it never happened? Well, that always happens to me and my friends due to our lack of time and transportations. My parents don’t usually let me out with my friends- call me old fashioned but I don’t care cause I know they love me and just want me to grow into a person so, they give just the right amount of freedom and let me be independent. Say whatever you want cause Izz Sabrina does not give a damn shit about you.
As I recall, mama and ayah is the one of the most important thing in my life and lots of my friends have had issues with their parents eg: divorce – which I hope won’t happen in my family. Divorce seems cruel, yes, no longer seeing your mom and dad together? Yup that hurts, but sometimes it’s for the best, you have to understand for your parents too, they have been in love once when they made you but love is not to be forced and Allah knows better. You can’t run from it, so face it, in sha Allah one day, you’ll get your reward.
“Allah takkan uji hambanya kalau dia tahu hambanya sendiri tak dapat tempuhi”, so they say, so keep that in mind, you won’t be happier in your life knowing that Allah has planned the best for your life :’)
Not to mention, have you watched How I Met Your Mother? I have and it was awesome! Spent half of the holiday watching it :0 – I don’t have a life lol no I just love comedies of friends nor family J I recommend y’all to watch it ;) and… I guess that’s all for now oh and btw if you want easy recipes, visit here!
