So they say I'm either in Kumpulan 2 or Kumpulan 3 *sighs well that sucks. All I can say is, PLKN never fails to give me a heart attack by surprising me with their miserable news. Anyways, I was so against this yesterday because if Kumpulan 2 won't start until after my results come out., and Kumpulan 3? Ugh, that's even more worse because it's in August or September I'm not sure. Frankly speaking, if I got an offer to college, I'd either have to postpone PLKN or reject the offer. Postponing PLKN meant going to PLKN AFTER I finish studying which in another word- I'LL BE OLD. Rejecting a college opportunity is just plain ol' stupid. So, you could understand now why I'm heartbroken. 

But I spent a couple of minutes looking at the positive perspective, and it was worth it. Offers won't stop if my results were good. I mean of course college won't wait for me but in shaa allah if there's an interview or so, PLKN would allow me to go out for a day, right? ( I hope) College will always be there it just depends on me. Other than that, I could work for two or three months and earn money for college. Plus, I'll also earn money by participating PLKN. So, I'd at least have enough money to help my parents supply my needs for college. So, it really is not a bad idea :) 

Hi, guys! I'm just taking a minute or two to type out this post. Ngehe. Okay, so it felt like forever revising for spm. Naps turn out to become sleep. Classes are as long as school. Revising seems like studying. And three days seems like three decades. I know there's still time to put effort and for physics ngeh I'm not really relying on an A because I got D in physics for trial. But at least a C would do, I hope so. In the case of chemistry and biology, I'm actually idk not really hoping but I got a B on both of the subjects so.......hmm let's just pray for the best :) So, I don't want to waste my time by posting this crap, I just want to release my tension to something and normally, I'd do that with my guitar, but I can't seem to do that now since I have to buy a new set of strings. Okay adios. Peace upon be you.

Fat Izz is FATSO. Honestly, I don't even know what made me look fat. Okay maybe I am. These past few days I kept eating due to the tension of spm. It's almost over, yeah but darn it I just am afraid of my result. I did my best and I should tawakal. I MUST TAWAKAL! Ugh no, stop I don't want to talk about that anymore. Spm is almost over and I just can't wait for it! Yayyyy